Monday, October 27, 2008

THE GOD WHO CANNOT SMILE

February 14, 1991, 8:11 am, UC, Davis

THE GOD WHO CANNOT SMILE

(A view of a 20th century indigenous person from the shore of this hemisphere to Castile and the Mayflower.)

The news spread quickly across the land. It was whispered in the mountains and in the vast valleys that there might be a fulfilling of the legend concerning Quetzalcoatl, that it appeared he returned from the Morning Star. It is said he promised to return with a vengeance when he was thrust from his homeland, a land which lies to the south and on the sunrise side of the world.

We were certain that the son of Morning Star had returned. We learned that he and his tribe entered the land with much anger and longed to destroy those that had put him out of his position as Cacique. The message came from the south and from the east, as the Mohawk and the Seminole knew of the legend for many seasons, and they, too, waited and wondered.

It is known that Quetzalcoatl was thrust from his domain because he was an honored Cacique and he worked the earth with his people. He gave new methods of growing corn and devised plans for growing cotton of many colors so staining cloth was no longer necessary. With his dreams he created methods of watering the earth and he helped the people grow food and fruit where there was once only a harsh landscape.

Quetzalcoatl taught the people to be good and share the bounty of earth. He said that the bounty of earth belonged to all of the people all of the time and children should be served first at the feast, then the Elders, then the people. He said that this is the manner of survival of the most precious and fragile of our life’s ingredients, the children. The children must eat first because of their youth, the Elders second because of their wisdom and their ability to teach children, and the people that are not yet wise but distant from being a child third, because labor was their love and to feed the children and Elders their honor. Together the people worked the earth and sang songs to the rising sun and to the vastness of the universe, and to all creatures dwelling upon earth and among the stars.

When the Kings and those of great power and jealousy ran Quetzalcoatl out of the land with much anger (because the people truly loved him) he vowed to return with thunder and lightning to re-claim his just position among the people. The lessons say that if he returned on one-deer* he would strike the children, if on one-jaguar,* he would strike all of the people, whomsoever; if on one-reed,* he would strike only Kings. It was during the season of one-reed when destruction came to the land.

Kings trembled.

That is how the lesson came to my people dwelling upon the western edge of our world near thundering waters of outer-ocean. Our creation is beside the crashing, hurrying mountain river and under a canopy of dancing stars where the unknowable dwells forever.

We know they came from the direction of the rising sun and Morning Star. But we also know that they are not Quetzalcoatl. We know they did not return to claim a just seat among the people and within our governing body. We know they do not have the power to love earth and to sing songs at dawn when bright stars look across forever smiling, as the new day is yet a silver-green veil in the east.

They landed in the south on the sunrise side of our world and destroyed the pueblos and the temples and assaulted the pyramids, our dream honoring the Great Powers dwelling within the universe. Their commander was invisible. Their commander gave them orders to destroy our people and to take possession of all our lives. Their commander bade them to take our homeland for a King and Queen dwelling in a distant land. Their God was angry with our people, commanding armies to slaughter us, it is said, in order to save us.

It would be many seasons before we understood their pain and learned more about their angry God. Kings trembled, and those honoring the fierce Kings.

It was not the passing of many seasons when we earned of another entry of strange beings into our homeland. Again we wondered. They entered upon the eastern shore of the great salt waters where the nations of Narragansett roamed in vast numbers under the summer sun, dancing with the beating of their great hearts in a vast circle, singing.

The strangers, too, had an angry invisible God to lead them and to command them. Their God was ferocious and had no tolerance for my people. They, too, came with dreams of destruction and they, too, appeared to have no honor for earth and the knowledge of earth within their being. God told them we had no soul, therefore, it was not only reasonable to destroy us, but by destroying us they would find great glory within His Kingdom.

Their God gave them our homeland and none of our chiefs can remember the season when their God petitioned the council asking for it so He could give it away. But God took it and gave it to strangers who walk upon the earth in anger, feast in anger, think in anger, dream in anger. We wondered and worried long about this God.

What was this two-footer who entered out homeland led by a strange God? What is this God who takes from our people and condemns us as if we had no purpose in dwelling upon earth and singing songs to all of life? What is God doing here? How long will He linger?

All of these questions were before our council gathered at the evening fire. Many council fires burned through the night. The answer refused to appear. The answer, too, was invisible.

We learned to read the speaking leaf and here is what earth children have discovered. It is said there have always been many invisible Gods governing the people dwelling in the lands beyond the salt waters. It is written that all of their Gods are jealous. In anger their God cast them to the winter wind. In anger their God forced them from their homeland. In glorified anger their Gods led them to “promised lands.”

In anger their God wrote laws upon stone for them to abide by. In anger their God pardoned them for bearing many diseases and much sickness to our shores. In anger their Gods crush other nations in order to plant his chosen people upon lands that are precious and sacred to original nations of the world. In anger their God intruded into the lives of many people and bid his flock to follow- seeking neither permission to enter nor pardon for the intrusion.

In anger their God battled with Satan and with other Gods that created war upon war, pit nation against nation, moved tribe against tribe and brother against sister. And when the conflicts were over it was impossible to identify that which was truly of a Satanic nature and that which was truly Godly. The native people of this world have not been able to discern between them. This is what the speaking leaf told us. Charlot of the Flatheads spoke to the council saying.

“We were happy when he first came. We first thought he came from the light; but he comes like the dusk of evening, not the dawn of morning. He comes like a day that has passed and night enters the future with him.”


The speaking page taught us that the wanderings of God were always met with conflict and confrontation. It said long ago His children were ejected from their homeland and God led them through the wilderness. He parted bodies of water so His people might pass through, walking upon earth, as they searched for peace and happiness – and land.

God commanded the people without uttering a sound. And that which worried our Council of Elders most was that God stood far away from the people, dwelling and watching from a distant, invisible place, heaven. Their God was not within their being, not protecting their spirit, not encompassing their purpose, but watched their movements to see if they dared to put another God first. He watched, always alert, always prepared to strike the “flock.”
Yes, they feared God!

Their God thundered unto them that He would condemn them for all seasons if they failed to obey His wishes. Their God told them that the native people were not real, but were cannibals and savages, that we were less than animals; that we dwelled in a world that we knew not how to manage, and that we had no connection between our spirits and the power that turns earth around the sun and sun around a greater wonder still. His word condemned the native people to death.


After being cast from their homeland, those thinking themselves as “pure,” gathered at Scrooby, which is a dwelling place in eastern lands. Soon they were cast from Scrooby and, after a long wandering, the God-people cast their covetous eyes to the shores of my people, the earth of our dreams, the world of our visions. Their God, as had the God of other “children,” promised them land. He did not ask our nations if he and his children could penetrate our domain. He failed to seek permission to enter. He, instead, trespassed into the world of the native nations and issued to his children a right to occupancy and ownership.

They came with their Book-of-One-Great-Law in one diseased hand and disease and guns in the other. From the floating long house called The Flower of Spring, it is said, they entered the land of the Narraganset, the Wampanoag, the Mashpee near the dancing waters called Nantuckett. There the natives fed them. There also, our spirits touched many diseases and much sickness.
In the season of falling leaves they arrived upon the sunrise side of our world. Our people became sick. Many nations perished, many children also. They said they were pure like snow, but upon close examination by our Chiefs and our Councils, we learned that they were diseased and unclean.

Their Chiefs also said they were pure. Chief spoke to the pure saying they must bind together as but a single being, and their bindings must be their love for God and for each other. In this manner they would prosper.

In this manner, their Chief said they would grow to be many upon the land. He spoke saying they would build a shining village upon the hills and their light would never, as the evening sun, fade into shadows. God commanded their Chief and the pure followed every word
They saw this land as a beautiful place created for them alone by their God, but they were not created here, nor was their God. Our Council spoke saying that this cannot be so. The Council said they were intruding and wished for them to go, but they lingered.

And they multiplied. It has been the passing of many winters as there are fingers of many hands. They grew into many people upon our land, more than the leaves of the forest. It is true they have a good life issued to them by their invisible, angry God. It is true they have built many shining villages, one upon every hill they approached.

But there is a truth spoken at the council fire in the purple softness of evening. Our Chief said:

“It is true the eastern people have grown to be many. It is true they have much land and many possessions. It is true they have made huge laws. It is true they have made shining villages upon the thousand hills. But they still do not have happiness. They shall never find happiness for all of the seasons they worship The-God-Who-Cannot-Smile.”

Sul’ma’ejote

Trees of Peace

Summer (June), 1972
United Nations Conference on Human Environment,
Stockholm (Skarpnak), Sweden


THE TREES OF PEACE

O’Stockholm I dreamed long of you
Dwelling beside the laughing waters
O’ Scandinavia, the land of my fairytales

Scandinavia! The land that captured my thoughts long ago.
As I dreamed,
you have children of mettle dwelling among you

I know because I have seen it in youe eyes,
the fire living in your hearts

But for many days the mannequin spoke
more often to my ears than did the people
And many days the mannequin listened
to the message I brought to these shores

Often the mannequin looked with happy eyes upon the world
and that happiness as not in the eyes of the people
It is a sad thing to see empty eyes
It is a sad thing to see eyes not shining
for the heart cannot be smiling if the eyes do not shine

Stockholm, I spoke to one of your children of this emptiness

“Why is it the people of this land appear to be unhappy
their eyes do not shine
their hearts do not dance
they do not smile?”

“They are wrapped in a blanket,
a blanket of security,
That is why they do not smile”

“Who wrapped them in this blanket?”

“The state
the state and the city”

“Then the people are not wrapped, they are robbed!
There has been a crime committed against them, a theft!”

As the few stars looked through the dark sky
I thought long of the words
And looked again into the eyes of Stockholm
And looked again into the eyes of the mannequin

It is true
Many of you have been robbed
A crime has been committed against you

I fasted, praying there would come
a person with sparkling eyes and lively smile
with fire in the heart
and leaping and dancing in the eyes

This much I found in Finland
and I found so much more in Denmark
then I found it in Stockholm

My heart danced
because it takes but one person
with fire to complete the Great Circle
that holds the world

You are now in the circle, Stockholm
and you need not fear
Smile upon your neighbors and upon all children
Look with the eyes of your heart
and you will find a world of miracles
and you can begin building rainbows

A rainbow
Of truth
Of revolution
Of freedom
Of knowledge
Of faith

For this is the circular path of peace
And we must make it larger
If you cannot walk the great circle, then dance
If you cannot dance the great circle, then sing

You can
if your heart is pure
think of the great circle
and by thinking you become part of the great rainbow
and you become a part of the sun
and a part of the darkness
and a part of the thousand suns and the thousand universes

And to remind you of the beauty of the circle
so you will never forget
that the spirits directed us to this land with a mission
we have been instructed to leave you some life,
life and plans for living

You will never forget the four directions
You will never forget the four seasons
this is a beautiful thing to remember
for they are the heart-beat of the Great Circle

At Vadisluden (a public park in Stockholm)
we plant four trees

One for freedom
because people must change the heart-beat
of the world so it is a good thing
and this must not be done with trembling,
and do not be afraid to say, “Revolution!”

One for knowledge and wisdom
given by our elders
and you will know where this comes from
and you will go and get it for your children

One for faith
so you will have faith in freedom
and understanding
and in revolution

One for truth, and silence and loneliness and hunger
so you will never walk alone
and you will forever hunger for knowledge
and in silence you will find truth and trust

Silence is the language spoken at the Great Council
as we sit in a circle
around a fire larger than the sun

This is what we leave you with
In our giving
we also receive a great goodness
of silence and of sunshine

Stockholm, long is our journey to our homeland
across the great salt waters

We must go

As we go we walk softly upon Mother Earth
we ask that you do this forever also
Our hearts smile that we do not leave you
Alone.


Sul’ma’ejote

Machu Picchu

October 22, 2008, San Jose, CA

A LETTER TO “BABY” FROM AKON (Grampa).

[Cuauhxihuitl’s journey. End of June 08, lv: San Jose, destination, MachuPicchu, Peru. Oct 23, 08, nearing Cuzco and Machu Picchu. Goal: To become a better person. Soon home in San Jose]

Sweet little Blue Eagle, greetings,
I have just reread your latest blog and my spirit is full of a sweet expectation that awaits you at Cusco and Machu Picchu. Akon’s old and weak heart is strengthened by your accomplishments and longs to dance in the plaza at Machu Picchu with yours, for I know that you dance for each of us, even as you dream for us all.

Soon this part of your life’s journey will come to a close but many other challenges will automatically open to and for you. Your journey, while unimportant to Science and “progress,” are an immense contribution to the indigenous experience upon this hemisphere, for you have moved the northern and southern hemispheres closer, weakening imitation boundaries that have, for too long, been erected by foreigners to keep us apart and vulnerable. That you respond to the ancient voices that call you will never be a part of Science or History, but they should be, because, in the final analysis, those precious people who have been placed upon your path at the precise moment to cause your journey to be a continual fulfillment of your deeper purpose, guide you for each of us, also.

There is much we cannot know and there is so much you must cause us to remember about our places in the universe and our responsibility to Mother Earth, for we will all be healthier and more everlasting because of it. And one day those reading this letter may see the seeds of our future being planted by you and cultivated by the Great Universal Powers and at the maturing of that planting, find a tender, wholesome harvest. Following your example, one day earth’s children will sing a love song to Mother Earth. The universe will respond to their love, Juyjowa (badness) will vanish, and Earth’s sweet powers will continue.

Soon I will hold you, see love dancing in your eyes, and feel the power that surges through you that has earth’s children as its intention, and it will be so good.

The butterflies in the meadow will chorus to your accomplishments, the bees will make sweeter honey and the blossoms will produce a bounty for the earth’s children. Eagles will sing with the fluffy clouds, the fawn will dance while drinking from the fresh water mountain spring, salmon will glisten all of the colors of a rainbow, and earth’s children will pray at dawn with open hearts, weeping.

For now, enter Cusco and Machu Picchu as our Ambassador, and as our Princess, for the great mountain and the stones of the temple have waited long for your appearance. Then hurry home for it has been too long, too, since you walked with us and from here, smiled upon the dawn and the sunrise. Akon

WITH COLUMBUS’ PENETRATION, MANY THINGS HAVE CHANGED

WITH COLUMBUS’ PENETRATION, MANY THINGS HAVE CHANGED

It was the season of Apnui (flowered Summer), 516 years after Columbus’ crude penetration into this hemisphere. Sun seemed happy talking with a pleasant and endless powder-blue sky. Soft breaths of wind stirred small ripples across the mirror-surface of the vast and powerful ocean, seeming to slumber in the warmth of the day. It was a pot-luck early dinner encouraged into being by members of the Santa Cruz Indian Council.

It is true. We had clam chowder when we should have had fresh abalone and mussels.
It is true we had contemporary salad when we should have had
seaweed, dandelions and the stomach contents from a freshly taken deer.
It is true we had mashed potatoes when we should have had crushed, boiled seeds from a thousand different abundant plants from the thousand hills.
It is true we had fried chicken when we should have had roasted turtle.
It is true that we had bottled water from the nearby grocery store instead of a basket of water from the nearby fresh-water spring.
It is true that we had cookies and pie instead of a basket of honey we dipped with two fingers, moving it quickly to our mouths like thin, delicious poi.

It seems that our entire diets have been drastically changed because of the great wisdoms found in “civilization.” And in the civilization of the water and the landscape. The vast ocean has been polluted with much waste and today a cautious mother will not allow her children to bathe there, or even wade. The fresh-water springs from earth are damaged and dried up. The ocean is stripped of abalone and the ocean floor is raked clean of clams, shrimp and other creatures out of ecological balance. Turtles no longer lay eggs for their generations to continue. The seaweed is more polluted than the ocean. The variety of seeds upon the many hills atrophy because the air is polluted and often the rain, too. It is difficult to locate real honey nowadays, but every grocery store has an endless variety of “cultured” honey that is not created from flower nectars but from bees in captivity with only sugar-water to knead their honey from.

So many things have changed since the European violation of the western hemisphere, too many to list or remember.

But there was something at that little dinner on the beach that is neither rare nor
atrophying, love. The love between a variety of earth’s people, and the love of our breaths to freely partake of and share the sweetness of our existence and to share our sweeter, sometimes concealed, emotions of fellowship and affection; the love that has deep, untouchable, delicious roots I our hearts, tingly roots that are mysteriously connected to the universe.

Love and dreams made the beans so tender and delicious beyond memory. Love and dreams made the mashed potatoes a fork full of sweet emotions that fed our famished spirits. Love and dreams made the carefully selected ingredients of the salad seem as carefully fashioned as an expression of joy from a lovely child.

That delicate yet eternal love spilled over into my three-hour lecture on the mountain top, which spilled over into the additional hour of sweet chaos after the talk ended, while we gathered under a full moon, fire-red sunset long embers

In 1850, just two hundred years ago, the California legislature passed a series of laws making it an honorable duty to kill indigenous and the bounty for that noble service was the same as for a coyote scalp, $5.00. Today, standing under the sun watching a happiness welding many thoughts into one emotion, this indigenous person flipped through our history seeing many changes to our lives. Standing on the sands, under a vast and silken sky, before a relaxed and endless ocean, laughter exploding all around, I looked far past the powder blue sky to the universe that begins in infinity and touches the infinity within each of our hearts. I thanked Aponiha for the precious moments we had the pleasure to experience, for joining us, and for the love that is in abundance, holding us each just near enough to sun that life is mostly beautiful, but I thanked the Great Powers especially for issuing us each the wisdom to cultivate that sweet emotion I our deeper selves that neither can be altered nor polluted.

Yes, many things have changed since the adventures of Columbus, but love has not. Watching the children run and hearing them scream with delight, wrapped in a protective mantle of open sky, my heart cried.

Thank you Santa Cruz Indian Council, special friends, students of Stan Rushworth’s valued class at Cabrillo college, Santa Cruz, and the Santa Cruz community at large that participated with us on that tender day in October, 2008.

Sul’ma’ejote
Aka, Darryl Babe Wilson

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Haydutsi

9-27-08

HAYDUTSI

A breath from outer-world came and whispered ripples across mirror surface of
lake, dreaming in solitude. A pair of mallards V’d by like an imagination upon the water,
Upon distant shore white egrets and black cormorant were drying I the early sun, sun-bathing in the wonder all around, gossiping.

Slumbering lake’s face, placid, silent, sweet, dreamy, rippled now and then from a whispering breath from the east then the north.

My spirit waited for a breath from the south, for that sweet breath might bear haydutsi, A delicate haydutsi from my baby girl who is upon a precious, perhaps, perilous journey to the center of the Indigenous world, Machu Picchu, resting atop the Andes.

Whisper came from the south, baby said, “Akon (Grandpa).” I sensed a moment of hesitation in her whisper.

My haydutsi returned the soft plea, saying “Baby, obey only the powers that cause the universe to churn forever. Allow nothing else to hinder your mission.”

Haydutsi then lifted from the placid surface like a hummingbird, creating a rippling dimple to merge with Aponi’ha (Great Wonder), to travel to her in the far south of Mexico.

Haydutsi found her there in the ruins of a temple thinking, surrounded by the universe. Once again my spirit thought, “Baby, continue the quest, for it is those who cannot and will not search for greater powers within themselves, who will attempt to impede your dream, for they know not that it is a dream I am always near you, my tinihowi, (guardian), melak’me’da (mountain lion), walks ahead of you and Tamciye (little people) surround you. They know that your dream will find satisfaction only when the Great Powers embrace you, holding you close to the heart of tolol tollim (forever and always), and they will assist you through, under, around and over any peril. Akon

Little lake smiled hearing the ancient language, a tribe of geese splashed down. Like a ghost-shadow egrets took flight skimming the waters toward their little island and safety, vanishing into the early reflections. Earth breathed long and deep. Solitude was master.
Landscape took on another character as humans invaded the peaceful quiet, laughing.

(As we left the little park and the shattered solitude, a young white man came running with his dog, pointing to our car. We slowed and stopped. He kept coming, pointing now to the top of the car. The boys remembered that they forgot their coffee cups on the roof while they helped me into the car. One boy jumped out and grabbed the coffee. A little embarrassed,we all laughed, dog, too).

Thursday, September 25, 2008

WINTER

A MOMENTARY PASSING OF THE WINTER AND MUCH PAIN
Like a veil upon an angel
mist hugs the valley floor
Frost soft upon the meadow
crisp wind through little door
A momentary ceasing of the patter on the pane
Sun reaches for the mountain top
to look across frigid land
So long we haven't seen it,
anticipatin' is just grand
A momentary ceasing of the patter on the pane
Diamonds crown the early grasses
as spring has made a start
here beside the crashing waters
music, silence touch the heart
A momentary passing of the snowing and the rain
It has been said by poets
and it has been sung by bards
that winter's chilly presence
means that spring is in the cards
A momentary ceasing od the snowing and the rain
A splash of brilliant sunlight
makes nearby mountains dance
brilliant bright and brilliant white
blinding, flashing! brilliant light
A momentary pasasing of the winter and much pain
Maybe the beginning to an ending
of another winter of too much discontent
March 10, 1985
Sam Spring It A'juma homeland, western hemisphere
Sul'ma'ejote

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

OUR LEADERS

SAM SPRING, WESTERN HEMISPHERE, It Ajuma,Autumn, 1984

In Chile they shoved the tattered poor
to the long grave
dug with angry machines

And while

holding automatic weapons upon them
manufactured in the United States of America,
demanded,

"Now. You. Tell us who your leaders are!"

The poor red people wailed with weakened breath,

"Our lesders are need and hunger."

O'America
when you finally force me to kneel at the long grave,
know that my leader is a dream of freedom from American values
and I have agreed with my dream
never to compromise our private
and healthy respect for each other

No matter what the demand
No matter what the threat
No matter what the odds

Sul ma ejote

Monday, September 22, 2008

GRANDMOTHER SPOKE A TRUE SAYING TO OUR LIFE-FORCE

April 23, 1990, 846 am, U. C. Davis

GRANDMOTHER SPOKE A TRUE SAYING TO OUR LIFE-FORCE

Strange beings entered our homeland
without permission from our Council
They attacked our lives and our villages
without warning or declaration of war
They destroyed the delicate balance
placed among us at the moment of the origin of earth

Within their citadels and protected by stone walls
the Americans huddle and plot
Within their books of knowledge and history
they scribble half-truths to feed the thoughts of their children,
and ours also
Within their hearts there is a torment
which they blame upon the existence of our indigenous people
Within the tombs
where they hold council and plan strategy,
they plot to farther injure the wounded lives of the indigenous,
thinking if they damaged us the more they can find forgiveness
for their horrible crimes committed upon us and our homelands

Why?

As chool (sun) continued its journey over earth
And fire exploded in sparks
As a youth dropped a chunk of wood onto the sleeping coals,
Ju’wa (Grandmother) spoke:

“It is because Nilladuwi have no history except
for that which they agree between themselves
They cannot be proud of their existence
They do not know where they are
They cannot humble their terrified lives”

Morning winds moved the tree tops
During the approaching day an infant cried
Jahom (dog) barked an answer to parting yodel of Jamol (coyote)
Grandfather returned from his morning “thinkings” beside the great river
Hawk, motionless in sky searched for movement on the land
River tumbled and crashed and whispered as it moved to outer-ocean
Mountains vibrated with songs of the universe
Dose (deer) moved softly in the shadows of the pine, browsing
A child peered through the smoke-hole of the lodge
eyes bright, liquid, deep, as the eyes of a fawn
Far to the south there were clouds billowing and there was thunder

“If I could start from the beginning I could tell you many things
but there is no beginning
All that is made was made by a song of Quan (Silver Fox) long ago
so long ago it is hard to remember

Before there was anything there was nothing.
no stars
no Milky Ways
no suns
no earths
no moons

All that there is was made with a song by Silver Fox long ago.”

Children laughed in the distance, dogs danced in the dust
Elk bugled from mountain meadow
Mountain lion moved softly through the morning shadows, dreaming
Fox dreamed a dream also
Salmon moved from outer ocean to rivers
Grandfather prepared a song
Warrior prepare the net
Grandmother sang the song.
Salmon glistened in the great river
and smoked over smoldering fire

“Children, you must know
Since we are the first people upon this land others are jealous
We was many things
We was first people
Merkans (Americans) cannot point to a time when they was here first
and this makes them very angry

“As you move through life
Remember always that all things, the origin of all that is,
is in the songs of long ago
The songs that we must remember and must sing
we must sing with softness, a whisper
For to brag is not our way and it is not the way of the universe.”

My life-power led me to the great river to reflect on the words of Grandmother
My power then led me to the great libraries of the world
to reflect upon the words of the invading beings, in solitude
And here is what I discovered:

It is true that truth lives within our songs
It is true that all that there is,
is within our understanding
It is true that earth is damaged, and we, also
It is true that the way to heal earth and ourselves
is through our songs and our understandings
It is true that we each are as important to life
as each snow flake is important to winter

Did this information come to me through the great libraries of the world?

No!

It came from the songs of the great river
that reflect the words of Grandmother
as morning sun smiled across earth
and copper/honey children laugh with dancing dogs

This is how it is

Sul’ma’ejote

Friday, September 19, 2008

Basket of Peace

Note: This story can be translated into other languages, such as Spanish and the thousand indigenous languages from Mexico to Patagonia. Too often we neglect to realize that indigenous are hemispheric and not just from California or other spots across America.

TITA’JI
(BASKET OF PEACE)
Kuyokuk
Yukon
Porcupine
Snake
nChinawa nChinawa is an indigenous name for the Columbia River
Yellowstone
Powder
Pecos
Missouri
Mississippi
Cheyenne
Platte
Ah’juma Ah’juma is an indigenous name for Pit River
Klamath
Tombigbee
Sacramento
Patomac
Peace
Colorado
Athabasca
Dubwana
Sascatchewan
Nottaway
Manicougan
Rio Grande
Yaki
Santiago
Cohos
Orinoco
Apaporis
Branco
Negro
Amazonas
Napo
Ucayali
Sao Francisco
Paranha
Salado
Chico
Sul’ma’ejote Sul’ma’ejote is an indigenous name for Fall River

In the season of summer, in early mist when village was just waking, there was Enun (sister) sad and tired from worry. Tired creases were painted upon her face in the shadows. There was agony within her. Enun would not speak of this, but the village knew there was enmity between herself and her Apawi (brother). There was an injury as jagged and sharp as a razor-thin obsidian slab. It was bitter and it had been this way for many seasons. There was no medicine the people could do to bring them closer, for theirs was a wounding of their spirits.
Season changed from summer to Autumn. Autumn’s spirit painted the leaves of the forest russet and red and gold, yet peace was not known to their dwellings. As pine trees danced in the winds of winter and mountain tops whispered through a blanket of snow, there was no peace. As snow turned to freshets and moon and sun spoke softly over the world of a new season coming, and geese flew high in blue sky calling to the world, to people and to all of life, peace was yet a stranger between them.
This is how it was. Enun searched within herself.
Her nights were of no sleep and her days were only agony. Her world melted without song. Quickly she grew old. Apawi walked within a black shadow whenever she was near. It seemed that there was no way for friendship to travel with them, hand in hand, as it was in the season of their laughing youth.
When there was no way to be kind to her apawi and in the season when she weakened, she had a beautiful dream. Dream spoke,


“You must make titaji.”

“Make a basket?” Her spirit questioned dream.

Once again dream spoke,

“You must gather roots from huge dancing pine, strip them and wind strips into twine, then go to the rushing waters and select good willow for ribbing and take bark from red bud. Gather these things in the season of fresh spring. As you gather, here is the song you must sing:

Apona’ha meemoo’ischi’ee (Great Wonder, we are your children)
Apona’ha meemoo’ischi’ee (Great Power, we are your children)
Apona’ha, meemoo’ischi’ee (Great mystery, we are your children)
Apona’ha meemoo’ischi’ee (Great Spirit, we are your children)

After you have gathered these things, cure them by hanging them near roof in your dwelling. Do not stop singing, for as you move upon the world by day and you dream while stars dance, you must think about the peace and friendship that will belong to you and your brother when basket is finished.”

Enun did as instructed. She gathered the material for the basket in the appointed season. She placed her material in her dwelling near roof. She sang to Apona’ha every moment.
The season came for her to begin weaving. Her heart grew sweeter with each sunrise

Darkness. As she was beginning to sleep thinking peace and friendship, there danced across her vision the design of tita’ji.

With new happiness the spirit of her hands began working basket. Apawi looked upon her with dark curiosity. From her dwelling the people learned this song that never changed. When spoken to of what she was making, she said, “Tita’ji.” They began to think she was growing into childhood again and thought she was speaking truths and maybe doing that which was child-like harmony.
She sang “Apona’ha” and her basket grew. Enun began to wonder, “When giving this basket to my brother, will all be well between us?”
She hummed “Apona’ha,” and little song weave its way around and through the dwellings of village even as her twine wrapped itself around the ribs of tita’ji.
As fire danced she looked over tita’ji, a pattern of love. Enun’s spirit grew big and warm. A tita’ji given to her in a dream that would bring everlasting peace to her and her brother. Tita’ji would be finished next sun. She smiled a beautiful smile then dreamed.
As she breathed softly and last spark blinked out and village was deep in dreams there came a vision to her and a peaceful voice said,

“You must place tita’ji upon waters of rushing river.”

Startled she wondered, “Is this a terrible dream? Is this a bad message? But if I put tita’ji upon the rushing river won’t tita’ji go away to outer ocean?” All these things she thought quickly within herself.
It was long before sleep crept within her to curl up like a little mink. Again a sharp vision flashed across her dream and a voice said,

“You must place tita’ji upon waters of river. To have peace and friendship there first must be trust. Before trust appears there must be faith. Before faith approaches there must be a knowing that there is peace and friendship. You must sing the song. You must keep fire burning, always. Feed fire with branches of trees that have not touched the earth, that are yet pure. Do not allow fire to die.”

Enun was surprised but as she listened again to words sent to her from outer world and received by her spirit, she began to fathom the depth of faith it will take to have everlasting peace. Then she slept a beautiful sleep.
First light, song floated over village, over rushing river, over land and around the world.
Enun completed tita’ji and placed it with tenderness upon rushing river’s water. Her people watched it being captured by tumbling current. They stood quietly as it rounded distant bend. Their hearts were sad for their enun who lost her tita’ji upon river. They wondered within themselves why it was none of the warriors tried to retrieve it.
None but she and the whispering power knew that this could not be done.
Enun returned to her dwelling. She sang gift song. She gathered wood to keep fire alive.
Sleeping, a vision flashed across her dreams and a voice said,

“Enunja (little sister), when tita’ji fashioned with dreams and song touches the shores of all countries of our world, it shall bring peace there.
Tita’ji will travel through all of the turmoil of humankind’s own making and when it has delivered peace to every land, it will return to your hands by traveling up river to the place where you put it upon its journey of peace and friendship.
You must not allow fire to die. You must not stop singing. When tita’ji returns take it to your apawi and say,

My spirit’s brother, this is for you. It has traveled all the world and has brought peace to all the lands it has encountered. I made it for you from a dream given to me by Great Mystery. Let this be a symbol of my trust in Apona’ha that there can be everlasting peace between us.

You must say to your people gathered there watching as tita’ji moves from outer ocean up river to your hands,

My people. Remember the song Great Wonder gave to me and I gave to you? Let this be a lesson that we are a people of peace and we have peaceful dreams to dream, and all else we must not allow to hinder our spirits.

We must sing the song for all seasons.”

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Looking closely, the eyes of my heart sees:

Enunja. She yet tends the fire and sings the song. It has been this way for almost too many seasons. With every sunrise she practices the message that she will deliver to the people upon arrival of tita’ji. That precious song weaves its way through each of our indigenous nations. Faith moves within her creation even as fire yet dances and warms darkness. With the special indigenous faith given to them while they were still a dream of fertile spirit and willing seed, our sisters, mothers and grand mothers, filled with faith, wait, peering down river

Native nations watch technology, the God of invading forces, raise its ugly head and seeing nature in repose, attacks it thinking that natural life is a wild thing that needs conquering. The warriors and Elders, with payer and thought, attempt to repeal the injury. We have lost battles and we have lost wars but we have not been defeated, for the war that we fight is for nature and against encroachment and we cannot afford, for the sake of the world and the universe, to surrender.

A fragment of this story came to me from White Mountain Apache. Then, when she was a sparkling youth, the mother of my twin boys, Danell Rene Garcia, made her first basket which she described as “ugly!” I thought it was beautiful. It had long strands sticking out at random around what appeared to be a nest damaged as it fell to earth. Later I listen to a basket weaver telling how she made baskets from dreams. Those things propelled this story into this form. Since then I have carried this story to many people asking if it is their story. Most people shake their heads saying it sounds familiar but they are not sure if it is of their people, but they all understand the message.

Each autochthenous nation might lay claim to this dream, all “own” it. Looking to the beauty of the message, it matters not from which nation it emerged, but that it did. My mind’s eye sees Enunja weaving tita’ji. It is alive in her dreams. It identifies the separations between individuals of our villages and it paints a vivid picture of the degree of faith we must have simply to keep our peace until baskets returns up our many rivers.

I am awed by the courage and strength that our women are required to have. And after perceiving this story I cannot fathom the duty that is theirs alone. Those beautiful woman-flower-people waiting beside the rivers, tending fires, peering down river in bursting expectation, singing in a thousand indigenous tongues,

“Apona’ha mee’moo’ischi’ee.”


Sul’ma’ejote
For:
The daring and doing California Indian Basket weaver’s Association (CIBA)
And Basket Weavers of sterling dreams everywhere in the world

Monday, September 8, 2008

AHWA’NEECHEE

U.C. Davis 1990
September 08, 2008, San Jose

AHWA’NEECHEE

It came to be
When clouds and sunshine moved by a great power
over the land of the Ahwa’neechee
That my spirit led me to the silence of the forest
and there we wept

Beauty
that most delicate of understandings
And spirit
that most necessary of all things
Trembles here in the mighty valley called Yosemite

In awe the multitudes say,

“Feel! the spraying waters, the silken veil of
an angel”
“Look! there, the sun dancing
upon the morning waters of rushing river”
“Listen! the flowers and trees
singing with the wind”
“Experience! The parting clouds
and sun splashing everywhere”
“Wow! the majestic dome
broken by a mysterious and awesome power”

My spirit looked upon all these things
and it was like studying a painting of a great artist
for it is the greatest artist
holding the universe in her hands

But as my spirit wandered through the valley floor
it began to grow hesitant
For people, that imbalanced life form
attempts at every moment to subdue and weaken
the power that creates beauty

Humanity, that element of an unhappy soul
stumbles across earth
making dirty all that it touches,
making me ashamed of my humanness

Standing in awe of the grandness of nature
humans “ooh” and “ahh” at all they see,
but they cast their filth all about them as they depart

They say, “It is a cathedral,”
as they bring garbage with them to deposit within sweet earth

They say, “It is grand. It is beyond comprehension,”
as they pollute the air with their machinery and their breath

Daybreak, my spirit and I climbed a peak,
and peered north to the sacred mountains of the Yurok,
the Karok and Tolowa, seeing Doctor Rock and Chimney Rock

I thought of the courage of my brothers and sisters
facing armies that long to destroy Tolowa Cathedrals,
Yurok and Karok sacred mountains
and my spirit trembles

Casting my eyes to the great Yosemite Valley floor
I see automobiles of every possible fabrication,
Screaming along the stone path

Casting my eyes to the falling waters
I see every possible form of humanity, the multitude,
in an immeasurable and insulting manner,
rushing in and pushing aside the sacred power

Once again I thought of the threat
to Doctor and Chimney Rocks
and again I wonder what type of creature
Americans are

They do not know Chimney Rock and many will not know its power
They do not know Doctor Rock yet many will condemn it

Yet Americans view the rugged Yosemite calling it “wonderful,”
as they participate in its diminishing
They claim it is “breath taking,”
as their automobiles emit death and destruction
They claim it is “The seat of God,”
as they pollute the sterling water and create mountains of human waste

They do not know Doctor Rock.
They do not know Chimney

Americans know they make the decisions
They think that it is more important
for them to have, have, have
than it is for native people to worship

They think it is more important
for America to “progress”
than it is for the Tolowas to sing with the winds
that beautiful song whispering
along their familiar mountains at dawn

They think it is more important
for one American to make decisions
than a nation of Yuroks and Karoks as they seek their balance
within the universe, in soft conversation with that
great spiritual power that they were born into

Where are the Ahwa’neechee?
Where has their spirit gone this day?

Where will the Yurok, Karok and Tolowa be
when the sacred spirit if Dr Rock and Chimney
are disturbed
and seek a peaceful place to dwell?

And that is why
when the clouds and sunshine moved over the
Ahwa’neechee homeland and the beautiful Yosemite Valley,
my spirit led me to the silence of the forest
and there we wept

For the beautiful spirit of resistance that is our heritage since America

Sul’ma’ejote (aka) Darryl Babe Wilson